More changes than before as I moved again. I think in all of this in someways it brings out better things in others you normally wouldn't see. It was hard to leave my dad's side of the family again as I went down here to hopefully get my degree.

So far it has been anything but uneventful. An adventure just to seek employment here in a market as tight as one could be of Las Vegas where you'll either hit it big and be able to stay or be one of the many that are homeless, but without snow. I was able to take in a nice movie upon getting down here. Something I haven't done in a long while due to work, but some parts of the experience leave me feeling like on my first trip to Minnesota and that may or may not be a good thing.

Upon spending time here, perhaps more of what I was able to experience through others online was simply that just fantasy as fun and endearing as it was. As the real life things measure quite differently and I find myself again on the opposite side of things, far different than what I was accustomed to miles away. Someone quite close couldn't be more far away in person. In ways it's exactly that. Not everything, but they are very easy to point out no matter the size to which they are felt. Walking miles each day while back and forth working on applications leads much to think about.

It's always interesting to see what others have done without the screen there, but at the same time it's always a wonder if things would be better off without knowing. One thing's always certain that it seems being alone is the unchanging issue. Being far away from everyone I know is rather new, but doesn't get me down as much of what I gave up in hopes of seeing or sharing. Maybe I've been too hopeful on somethings for how hard I worked for the past 6-8 months before getting back here, and feeling less noticed for it only draws more of those feelings of loneliness that I've felt for years.

2009 was better simply of having someone come back into my life and how much of a difference it made as it was really needed. I'm unsure what 2010 would have in store as it's not really certain. A new year always holds new promises, but also opportunities. Right now though perhaps I only wish things were only slightly different as to make the time a little better.